This is going to be one of those things, isn't it. Not being able to find Remembrance. I got frustrated a minute ago and wanted to knock all the books off the shelf. I've looked three times. This isn't the fucking New York Public Library, you know, this is an 800 sq foot apartment. I've closed my eyes tight and opened them again. I can't see it..Ah! It's in the car. That was animating me. Animating me into a damn psychosis. All right, that's a load off. Baby steps.