I did not check the news ONCE yesterday

Didn't have an urge to, either. Only thing I know happened yesterday was that Rust beat Zollner, and that only because a friend texted me that something was evidently wrong with the world because that had happened.

Hate caused my news blackout yesterday. It's a common human emotion; I wish it weren't but it were. I don't like it, but I do hate. Hate is debilitating, it wears you out if you have too much of it. I had too much of it yesterday. I feel it less this FUCKING EARLY SUNDAY morning but if I start feeling that I can't trust my key fingers, I will go dark agayne. So now I'll check the news.